Wednesday, May 25, 2011

You've been on my mind, I grow fonder every day, Lose myself in time, Just thinking of your face, God only knows why it's taken me so long to let my doubts go, You're the only one that I want, I don't know why I'm scared, I've been here before, Every feeling, every word, I've imagined it all, You'll never know if you never try, To forgive your past and simply be mine, I dare you to let me be your, your one and only, Promise I'm worthy, To hold in your arms, So come on and give me a chance, To prove I am the one who can walk that mile, Until the end starts, If I've been on your mind, You hang on every word I say, Lose yourself in time, At the mention of my name, Will I ever know how it feels to hold you close, And have you tell me whichever road I choose, you'll go? I don't know why I'm scared, 'Cause I've been here before, Every feeling, every word, I've imagined it all, You'll never know if you never try, To forgive your past and simply be mine, [ From: ] I dare you to let me be your, your one and only, I promise I'm worthy, mmm, To hold in your arms, So come on and give me a chance, To prove I am the one who can walk that mile, Until the end starts, I know it ain't easy giving up your heart, I know it ain't easy giving up your heart, Nobody's pefect, (I know it ain't easy giving up your heart), Trust me I've learned it, Nobody's pefect, (I know it ain't easy giving up your heart), Trust me I've learned it, Nobody's pefect, (I know it ain't easy giving up your heart), Trust me I've learned it, Nobody's pefect, (I know it ain't easy giving up your heart), Trust me I've learned it, So I dare you to let me be your, your one and only, I promise I'm worthy, To hold in your arms, So come on and give me a chance, To prove I am the one who can walk that mile, Until the end starts, Come on and give me a chance, To prove I am the one who can walk that mile, Until the end starts.!/photo.php?fbid=157742410916727&set=a.157741337583501.28361.100000429083727&type=1&theater

     I MISS YOU ):

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

I’m down on my knees praying that you’ll love him better than I did, down on my knees begging the God to tell you to take care of him. I loved that guy so much! I hope you will too. Cause to tell you honestly, I back off because he’s very in love with you. Wishing for your happiness. Amin.

Sunday, May 15, 2011


Sometimes, I forgot I'm not God, I can't please everybody.
Sometimes they forgot, They cant push everybody.
Sometimes We forgot, We cant love everybody.

I have come to a point where everything stops and I begin to stare.
Where people show things I dont wanna see, when people say things I hardly wanna hear.
Where I feel very lonely, very deeply alone.
It is not that I dont have anyone who stands next to me. I just dont feel like looking at sides, back or even in front.
Like I said I have come to a point where everything stops and I begin to stare.

Feelings-- That includes in 'everything'. Feelings to share, feelings to show, feelings to love, feelings to hate. I begin to stare, stare at things I've done. Stare at people who hurts me, stare at everything.

As I begin to wonder, I came up with a conclusion where nothing's ever matter. Life is a continuous journey, if you fail to shape it, you will end up with same ol' life.
This moment, I should name it a golden moment. A moment where I realized the life that I shape now is practically in a wrong shape with wrong content.
Therefore, I started to ctrl+A and shift+del it.

Breath. Reborn. Can you feel the different atmosphere?

- this is for YOU-

If you loved someone, you couldn’t let lies come between you. No matter what happened - even if you’d already lost each other forever - you owed each other the truth.

Let's make things clear.

 I’m tired of being sorry. u guys, please get a life? I made a choice to finally let go everything, because I can't stand the pain anymore. why did I break up with him? hurm. well ,it's like, once I sat down and looked at the situation, all the pieces lying on the floor, it just wasn't a puzzle anymore. none of the pieces fit together. and even if I tried really hard, i mean, we tried but they were still two different puzzles. frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. upset because we can't make it right. aggravated because u don't understand. disappointed because we can't be together. that's why I did it, This is not my decision,its YOURS. I love you too much and i'm sorry for that,i can't help myself. All of my instincts was true. The mcd girl i've met and all her story was FUCKING TRUE. Now,i'm telling myself that ME and YOU were not meant to be together. I accept that as my FATE. stalkers, u guys really needs to understand that.

maybe they are right. maybe I did get my hopes up too high. maybe I was in over my head. maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that u loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone. I know I'm not completely over him. he still crosses my mind several times a day, but with each one of those times, a feeling of contempt also passes through my heart. maybe if this happens enough, my heart will become completely hardened to him, and I'll get to the point where he doesn't affect me anymore. right?

I didn't ask for it to be over, but then again, I didn't ask for it to begin. for that's the way it is with life, as some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance.

am I mad at u? that's ur main concern after shattering my whole world? mad for what? breaking my heart? or for all the lies? maybe for letting me put all my trust in u only to be betrayed? how about the fact u didn't even have the decency to tell me to my face? or the way u think it's crazy that I'm crying over it cause to u breaking up is no big deal. am I mad at u? seriously, NO! more like crushed. did I ever really know u?

the only hope I have is to accept the fact that u're already gone.

guys, of course, u're going to get ur heart broken. and it isn't just going to happen once, but a lot. that's just part of growing up, and it makes u stronger. then u can handle it better next time. u may not get through it urself, but ur friends will help u through it. they will always help u especially your family. u guys have been everything and mean everything to me. yet, don’t forget to pray to God.. and u'll be a stronger person because of it. then one day someone will come along, and it'll all pay off and no one will ever break ur heart again. 
I promise u. no worries. okay? 

Love,Sarah Eldora

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Friday, April 29, 2011


                                         CANT STOP THINKING AND MISSING YOU

               By hearts,
         Sarah Eldora

Sunday, April 24, 2011

* Saat ku tahu kau akan pergi jauh
Izinkan aku ‘tuk selalu menantimu
Untuk katakan ku ingin dirimu
Agar kau tahu betapa ku terlalu
Mencintaimu aku akan menunggu
Hingga dirimu kembali untukku
Tolonglah aku bagaimana diriku
Ungkapkan itu rasa yang membelenggu 
Dalam hatiku ku cinta padamu *

Haa can you see the phrase above? Yeah sure you can see it! ^
This is the lyrics from Ungu - Percaya Padaku. I've dedicate this to him on our last text in inbox(fb) on 28th Feb. I miss him so much,will always waiting for him )=


Thursday, April 21, 2011

For You,EM

Looking back on everything,
I still remember his smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.

No matter how much it hurts,
I still love him so.
A part of me needs him so much,
Can't seem to let him go.

Knowing I won't be able to see him,
Makes my heart cry out in pain.
I can't believe we won't talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.

He was my reason for waking up,
For the smile you see on my face.
Going a single day without him,
Makes me feel so out of place.

I was afraid of opening up,
Now I'm afraid of the next day.
Whenever I see him one last time,
I'm terrified of what he may say.

I know tomorrow will hurt,
But the tears will fade away.
Life is too short for regrets,
There will be a brighter day.

But when I see him one last time,
I won't know what to do...
When he tells me that last goodbye,
I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

This man on the picture is the only man i loves untill the end of time.

Now world wants to make you think they know what love is.
But I'm a tell you what true love is.
Love is not what you see in the movies.
Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene
you know what I mean? I'm telling you right now, true love is sacrifice.
Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself
Love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love.
Love is when you lay down your life for another
Whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister
Its even laying down your life for your enemies,
That's unthinkable, but think about that
Love is true

I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast
It is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs
You see love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres
Love never fails. Love is everlasting
Its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time
Love is the only thing that will last when you die
But ask the question why? Do you have love? 

There is no greater love than this than he
who lays down his life for his friends
Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends?
You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother
your father, or your best friends
But are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you?
I'm going to tell you who did that
The definition of love is God. He is love
The nails in his hands, the thorns in his brow
Hanging on a cross for your sin my sins
That is love he died for you and me while we still hated him
Allah is a our true love, and if you don't know this love
Now is the time to know, perfect love

Sarah Eldora.

Monday, April 18, 2011

                             I KNOW FOR NOW YOU WILL NEVER REMEMBER ME

Sunday, April 17, 2011


Dan bila esok kita kan bertemu kembali
masihkah ada waktu untuk mencinta dirimu
tuk bisa menjagai hati ini
tuk selama-lamanya


You certainly won't be forgetten ='(

                                              since you've been away
i've had lonelyness inside
and i've had bugs eating my soul
cause i am that use to you being there every day
i've felt inside a different person
i've missed you so much ewan )=
When you care about someone as much as I do about you, 
Being apart is a hard thing to get used to. 
I thought I'd handle it just fine...
And that I'd be happy just to keep you on my mind.
But it isn't always that easy.
Sometimes the one thing that would please me most...
Is simply seeing you.
I knew that I'd miss you.
I just didn't know I'd miss you as much as I do.


Tuesday, March 15, 2011


Ellyna , Sarah and Areen :)

  They are my happiness now! Thanks for being there with me during joys and sorrow.
I love both of You so much :*
 Our plan to go on Vacation still on kay beby? Haha that's all for now.

Hey SE!

Thursday, March 10, 2011

My Immortal =/

This video was taken when suddenly i'm thinking of him :/ i miss him alotsssss ='((
I am sooooooooooooo emo right now.
My life totally changed after he's GONE,screwed. Learn to live half alive
He's break this relationship because of FAMILY MATTERS?? Really.
I Really LOVE him.Till now it's still same,nothings gonna change it! NOTHING.
Will always waiting for him. IRREPLACEABLE
Lotsa Love,
Sarah Eldora<3

Thursday, February 24, 2011


I have unanswered prayers
I have trouble I wish wasn't there
And I have asked a thousand ways
That you would take my pain away
I am trying to understand
How to walk this weary land
Make straight the paths that crooked lie
Oh Lord, before these feet of mine
When my world is shaking, heaven stands
When my heart is breaking
I never leave your hands and You
When you walked upon the earth
You healed the broken, lost and hurt
I know you hate to see me cry
One day you will set all things right
Yeah, one day you will set all things right
Your hands that shaped the world
Are holding me
They hold me still

I'll keep you in my heart forever<3

For you my only EM.

                                     When you try your best, but you don't succeed
                                When you get what you want, but not what you need
                                      When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
                                                         Stuck in reverse
                                   And the tears come streaming down your face
                                     When you lose something you can't replace
                                   When you love someone, but it goes to waste
                                                      Could it be worse?

Saturday, February 19, 2011

In the name of Allah,most gracious most merciful. Grant me guidance.

Ya Allah,jika apa yang aku rasakan sekarang salah.
Kau berikanlah aku ketenangan dan permudahkanlah semuanya ya Allah
Sesungguhnya hanya kepada-Mu aku bermohon


Wednesday, February 9, 2011


When i'm alone in my room
Sometimes i stare at the wall
And at the back of my mind i hear my conscious call
Telling me i need a boy who's as sweet as a dove
For the first time in my life, i see i need love
There i was giggling about the games that i had played with many hearts
And i'm not sayin' no names.
Then the thought occurred, tear drops made my eyes burn
As i said to myself when am i gonna learn?
I can feel it inside, i can't explain how it feels
All i know is that i'll never dish another raw deal
Playin' make believe, pretending that i'm true,
Holding in my laugh as i say that i love you.

Saying no more, kissing you on the ear,
Whispering 'i love you and i'll always be here,
Although i always reminisce, i can believe that i found
A desire for true love floating around inside my soul
Because my soul is cold, one half of me deserves to be this way
Until i'm old, but the other half needs affection and joy
And the warmth that is created by a girl and a boy

I need love (Got my mind made up)
I'm a lady (Got my mind made up)
I need love.i need love
I'm a lady

I had a dream that you and i were both 16
Holding hands after school,
We didn't care who would see
You'd tell me that i was pretty and that you'd love me for life
Take care of me forever 'cause you'd make me a wife
When the girls call me up and try to mess with my head
Tell 'em all that if i left you, you'd be better off dead
'cause you'll never love another, they just don't understand
That your life would be over if i found another mate,
You call me up on the phone, we were talking til we fell asleep,
Without you i think i'd rather be in hell
Life just wouldn't be as fun, it wouldn't be the same,
I wanna stay with you forever and even take your last name
'cause there's no one in my life that makes me feel as good as you
The way we cuddle on the couch and share the secrets that we do
With all the little jokes that no one else could ever know and the part of me
That you can see 'cause you're the one i show
I know we gotta make it work, 'cause baby you're the man for me
Without you by my side my world would be incomplete
And if you ever leave me lonely, boy my heart would be crushed
you know you touch me so now i know boy,

I need love.i need love
I'm a lady
I need love..i need love
I'm a lady
I need love ï'm a lady 


Saturday, February 5, 2011

Mcd =)

                    I Love You Mohd Irwan B Mohamed
 Hehehe this picture was taken time mamam mcd tadiiii and it's for my only yayang ;)
Comel kan? Gheee


Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Testing =)

THANKYOU papa for this phone =) Appreciate it alot but the problem is i don't want this hmm *didn't mean that i'm not be grateful but i prefer BOLD hehe 
           Promise me that you'll gonna change this to BOLD okay? I'm waiting hihihi

I LOVE YOU PAPA Muahhhhhhhhx!

Monday, January 31, 2011

Febuary tears

let me cry and wash my eyes with my tears so i can see the harsh world clear again
i do believe in destiny sayang,if we were meant to be together forever its a destiny but if not..
life's,death and love is in Allah hand's =)
Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more.

dear ewan mohamed

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me 
I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside

All I've got to give to you are these five words when I
                    Thank you for loving me


Ada Apa Dengan Cinta

Ku lari ke hutan,kemudian menyanyiku.
Ku lari ke pantai,kemudian teriakku.
Sepi.. sepi dan sendiri,aku benci.
Ingin bingar,aku mau dipasar.
Bosan aku dengan penat,enyah saja kau pekat.
Seperti berjelaga jika ku sendiri.Pecahkan saja gelasnya biar ramai,biar mengaduh sampai gaduh.
Ada malaikat menyulam jaring labah2 belang di tembok keraton putih,kenapa tak goyangkan saja loceng nya biar terdera.
Atau aku harus lari ke hutan belok ke pantai?


Friday, January 21, 2011

de cumpleaños Mummy!

I’m wishing you another year
Of laughter, joy and fun,
Surprises, love and happiness,
And when your birthday’s done,
I hope you feel deep in your heart,
As your birthdays come and go,
How very much you mean to me,
More than you can know.

your daughter,sarah eldora


Monday, January 17, 2011

She's Happy =)

Hey let me tell about a girl I know
Sittin in her room one day starin out the window
She made a mad low beat grab the old pencil and
She tapped on her lap and made her own tempo
Time went by all night she wrote
She heard her older sister yelling at her through the door
Your mama said u betta come on before your food get cold
But she kept on writing tell the pencil broke

Ain't no need for u to worry
Ain't no need for u to cry
Ain't no need to be discourage
You can see it in her eyes
Don't worry
Cause she's happy(she's happy)
Ain't no need for u to worry
Ain't no need for u to trip
U can tell just by her swagger
That u know shes stacking chips
Don't worry
She's happy
She comes outside of the corner store
Her and her friends singing songs with the radio
She will pretend she was performing at a sold out show
And the people stopped and listen then they asked for more
She came in first in the talent show
Her fam went on and on about it the whole ride home
She said I've never got so many compliments before
Her momma said girl u gonna make it baby I just know

She heard about a site that was called ********
Her cousin told her you should put up all the songs you made
Next thing you know she got hundreds and thousands of plays
And got notice by a guy(ewan) that heard her voice in Alibaba
They flew her first thing out to some places

They had her sing of few songs I guess she did okay
Now she doing fine and well on her way
Yeah I guess you figured out that girl is me...


Thursday, January 13, 2011

A note

Some people, they critisize other people just to make them feel better but actually, they didnt realise that they're much more disguisting. Perhaps, a disgrace.

A long paused kiss on the forehead means a lot to me. Really. It feels like you'll always be remembered. Felt so protected and blessed.

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Me singing and Abg playing guitar =)

Okay this is the retarded video from me! Suara tak sedap tapi ade hati jugak nak nyanyi ni hihihi =D
Dengan ade suara batuk semua haihhh ignore je kay? Tak tunjuk muka cause ini record pakai video phone je then tkde siapa nak pegang kan phone,abg tgah play guitar takkan dia pulakkan nak pegang kan phone kan *and malu actually nak tunjuk muka yg serabai ni =D Next time lahh if karoeke baru record muka eh?But please don't critic me eh? Just enjoy listening to this video okay!
Love ya!

Thursday, January 6, 2011


                              can u do something for me?
                           go to the window.. look to the sky
                        can u see the stars? can u count them?
                     this is how much i miss u and even more !!! :')


Wednesday, January 5, 2011

For my lovely,Ewan Mohamed

Love me without fear.
Trust me without forcing.
Need me without demanding.
Want me without restricting.
Understand me without questioning.
Desire me without inhibitions.
Accept me without change. 
 ♥ ♥



      Dear bloggie,
                   How i wish i'll get a bunch of flowers from my heart healer.

                                                                  I love red and white rose =)


Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Why being a girl is the best

Haloo readers, today i'm going to share something with all of you.
Just now i found a very interesting website that talking about
"Why being a girl is the best?"
So i'm here to share with all of you.

Why being a girl is the best ; 
*we can wear guys clothes. If they wear ours, they get funny looks.
*Our friends don’t say hello to us by punching us on the arm.
*If we’re on a really big ship that happens to hit an iceberg, we’ll get lifeboats first.
*Dark circles under the eyes? a hickey? we can just cover them up with a little concealer.
*We get yummy chocolates and flowers from guys.
*Even if we are ugly, we have make up to fix it.
*Nose hair, ear hair, back hair - so not a problem for us.
*we can put cottonballs between our toes, paint our nails, and not feel the least bit silly.
*We don`t have to sit on our wallets.
*We are called tomboys, boys are called girly.
*Girls with guy first names (like joey) sound cool, but it doesn`t work the other way around. 
Behind your smile, I know there are sorrows.
Behind your laughters, i know they are tears.
But I want you to know that, behind you is me who always care for you.


      • The list goes on.. :)

        "salamun kawlam mirabirrahim"

        "kun faya kun"

        "orang yang sabar itu disayang Tuhan"

        "jangan la dikenangkan kisah yang lara, mimpi-mimpi dusta kembali bahagia.."

        "trust never fails when integrity prevails"

        "love does not dominate; it cultivates.."

        "the only promise in life is death.. and the only constant thing in life is change.."

        "hakuna matata"

        "life is not just about whether u can get thru the storm, it is also when u can dance in the rain"


        for girl's that kind of this type --'

        All blame is a waste of time. No matter how much fault you find with other & regardless of how much you blame someone. It will not change u. The only thing blame does is to keep the focus off you when you are looking for external reasons to explain your unhappiness or frustration. U may succeed in making another feel guilty about something by blaming them but you won't succeed in changing whatever it is about u. That is making u unhappy & insecure, Girl! :D


        Guys,read this!

        1. One & Only. Your girlfriend should be your one and only. Make her feel special, k guys? You’re lucky to have her even if she’s lucky to have you too. We know there are prettier out there but we like feeling as if we’re the only beautiful one in your eyes, and the only one you see.
        2. “Ladies first.” NoThat rule doesn’t apply to communication. Don’t wait for her call, text, IM, why don’t you try talking to her first for a change ? It’s thoughtful and sweet if a guy can actually do that. 
        3. Surprise her. You don’t have to drive an hour to her house at 3 a.m. to set off her name in fireworks in front of her window, but the little things are big things. A simple, good morning text, is more powerful than you think.
        4. What insecurities? For the love of god, all girls have insecurities. Please don’t point them out. For example, today I was looking at food and my boyfriend said “You eat a lot. You probably could beat me at a buffet.” WHAT. THAT’S NOT WHAT YOU SAY. Also, let her be herself. If she’s having a bad hair day, don’t make fun of her if it’s hurtful. Let her wear sweatpants and still feel pretty damn cute around you, even when she’s not looking her best.
        5. Act the same around your friends. You’re not a real man if you completely blow off your girl in front of your homeboys. When you’re going to hang out with her & your friends you better not run off and leave her standing there to greet them like WUDDUPPP GUYSSS.. NO, you better at least walk with her and introduce her to them if you haven’t already. If you walk with her hand in hand, she’ll love it.
        6. When she’s mad. Dude, you better try and get her back. Chase her, whatever it is, don’t let her walk away when she’s mad at you. It shows you don’t care enough to go after her. Don’t let her go.
        7. Maintain. If you did a bunch of cute things with her before, try and keep it up. You don’t have to go all out everyday for her, but don’t stop completely just because you got her already. 
        8.  Honesty. If you lie to her, you’re going to have one hell of a time regaining that trust because she’ll start questioning everything you’ve said or done for her, no matter how small that lie was. Fess up or get lost.
        9. Trust. If your girl really doesn’t like one of your friends, trust, she has good reason to. Girls’ intuition -shrug- So don’t go hanging with your homegirl all the time if you know your girlfriend doesn’t like that bitch. She usually won’t hate for no reason. Respect her.
        10. Love her. That’s all.


        When u make a mistake, don't look back at it long. Take the reason of the thing into your mind & then look forward. Mistakes are lessons of wisdom. To make u stronger & wiser. The past cannot be changed. The future is yet in your power. ❥


        A Mother's Love

        A Mother's love is something that no one can explain, it is made of deep devotionand of sacrifice and pain...
        It is endless and unselfish and enduring come what may. For nothing can destroy it or take that love away...
        It is patient and forgiving, when all others are forsaking, and it never fails or falters even though the heart is breaking...
        It believes beyond believing when the world around condemns, and it glows with all the beauty of the rarest, brightest gems...
        It is far beyond defining, it defies all explanation, and it still remains a secret, like the mysteries of creation...
        A many splendoured miracle man cannot understand and another wondrous evidence of God's tender guiding hand.


        My heart says ..

        I have such a wonderful boyfriend, a most precious gift I do not deserve. My heart melts into joy each time he looks at me and all my troubles will disappear in a moment. He brought me hope, he gave my life direction and a meaning I’ve never known before. Nothing else matters except his laughter and the brightness of his eyes. You know I would give him everything. I would give him the world if I can only do it. Gladly would I sacrifice everything for him, even my own life if need be so. I feel so incapable of taking care of your most beautiful gift to me. I'm afraid if i'm losing him(my strength) , I ain't perfect for him. Help me dear God. Protect him from jeopardy/all sorts of dangers. For how can I possibly give away that which I do not have? Grant me wisdom. Grant me strength to face a harsh world so that I can be strong for him and myself. May our relationship everlasting till the end of time. Loving him endlessly!
                                                          A M I N ;)

        Lotsa love,
         Sarah Eldora