Febuary tears

let me cry and wash my eyes with my tears so i can see the harsh world clear again
i do believe in destiny sayang,if we were meant to be together forever its a destiny but if not..
life's,death and love is in Allah hand's =)

Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more.

dear ewan mohamed

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me 
I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside

All I've got to give to you are these five words when I
                    Thank you for loving me



Xoxo

Ada Apa Dengan Cinta

Ku lari ke hutan,kemudian menyanyiku.

Ku lari ke pantai,kemudian teriakku.

Sepi.. sepi dan sendiri,aku benci.

Ingin bingar,aku mau dipasar.

Bosan aku dengan penat,enyah saja kau pekat.

Seperti berjelaga jika ku sendiri.Pecahkan saja gelasnya biar ramai,biar mengaduh sampai gaduh.

Ada malaikat menyulam jaring labah2 belang di tembok keraton putih,kenapa tak goyangkan saja loceng nya biar terdera.

Atau aku harus lari ke hutan belok ke pantai?

Xoxo

de cumpleaños Mummy!

I’m wishing you another year
Of laughter, joy and fun,
Surprises, love and happiness,
And when your birthday’s done,

I hope you feel deep in your heart,
As your birthdays come and go,
How very much you mean to me,
More than you can know.HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
Love,your daughter,sarah eldora
XOXO

She's Happy =)

Hey let me tell about a girl I know
Sittin in her room one day starin out the window
She made a mad low beat grab the old pencil and
She tapped on her lap and made her own tempo
Time went by all night she wrote
She heard her older sister yelling at her through the door
Your mama said u betta come on before your food get cold
But she kept on writing tell the pencil broke
Ain't no need for u to worry
Ain't no need for u to cry
Ain't no need to be discourage
You can see it in her eyes
Don't worry
Cause she's happy(she's happy)
Ain't no need for u to worry
Ain't no need for u to trip
U can tell just by her swagger
That u know shes stacking chips
Don't worry
She's happy
She comes outside of the corner store
Her and her friends singing songs with the radio
She will pretend she was performing at a sold out show
And the people stopped and listen then they asked for more
She came in first in the talent show
Her fam went on and on about it the whole ride home
She said I've never got so many compliments before
Her momma said girl u gonna make it baby I just know
She heard about a site that was called ********
Her cousin told her you should put up all the songs you made
Next thing you know she got hundreds and thousands of plays
And got notice by a guy(ewan) that heard her voice in Alibaba
They flew her first thing out to some places
They had her sing of few songs I guess she did okay
Now she doing fine and well on her way
Yeah I guess you figured out that girl is me...


Xoxo

A note

Some people, they critisize other people just to make them feel better but actually, they didnt realise that they're much more disguisting. Perhaps, a disgrace.


A long paused kiss on the forehead means a lot to me. Really. It feels like you'll always be remembered. Felt so protected and blessed.

Me singing and Abg playing guitar =)

Okay this is the retarded video from me! Suara tak sedap tapi ade hati jugak nak nyanyi ni hihihi =D
Dengan ade suara batuk semua haihhh ignore je kay? Tak tunjuk muka cause ini record pakai video phone je then tkde siapa nak pegang kan phone,abg tgah play guitar takkan dia pulakkan nak pegang kan phone kan *and malu actually nak tunjuk muka yg serabai ni =D Next time lahh if karoeke baru record muka eh?But please don't critic me eh? Just enjoy listening to this video okay!
Love ya!
XoXo

Sayangku

                              can u do something for me?
                           go to the window.. look to the sky
                        can u see the stars? can u count them?
                     this is how much i miss u and even more !!! :')

XoXo

For my lovely,Ewan Mohamed

Love me without fear.

Trust me without forcing.

Need me without demanding.

Want me without restricting.

Understand me without questioning.

Desire me without inhibitions.

Accept me without change. 

 ♥ ♥

Xoxo

Rose

      Dear bloggie,
                   How i wish i'll get a bunch of flowers from my heart healer.
                                                          

                                                                  I love red and white rose =)

Xoxo

Why being a girl is the best

Haloo readers, today i'm going to share something with all of you.

Just now i found a very interesting website that talking about
"Why being a girl is the best?"

So i'm here to share with all of you.

Why being a girl is the best ; 

*we can wear guys clothes. If they wear ours, they get funny looks.
*Our friends don’t say hello to us by punching us on the arm.
*If we’re on a really big ship that happens to hit an iceberg, we’ll get lifeboats first.
*Dark circles under the eyes? a hickey? we can just cover them up with a little concealer.
*We get yummy chocolates and flowers from guys.
*Even if we are ugly, we have make up to fix it.
*Nose hair, ear hair, back hair - so not a problem for us.
*we can put cottonballs between our toes, paint our nails, and not feel the least bit silly.
*We don`t have to sit on our wallets.
*We are called tomboys, boys are called girly.
*Girls with guy first names (like joey) sound cool, but it doesn`t work the other way around. 

Behind your smile, I know there are sorrows.

Behind your laughters, i know they are tears.

But I want you to know that, behind you is me who always care for you.

XOXO

     

        

                                I am the author of my life! I'm writing in pen. 

                           I can't erase my mistakes but I can learn from them :)

The list goes on.. :)

"salamun kawlam mirabirrahim" "kun faya kun" "orang yang sabar itu disayang Tuhan" "jangan la dikenangkan kisah yang lara, mimpi-mimpi dusta kembali bahagia.." "trust never fails when integrity prevails" "love does not dominate; it cultivates.." "the only promise in life is death.. and the only constant thing in life is change.." "hakuna matata" "life is not just about whether u can get thru the storm, it is also when u can dance in the rain" Xoxo

for girl's that kind of this type --'

All blame is a waste of time. No matter how much fault you find with other & regardless of how much you blame someone. It will not change u. The only thing blame does is to keep the focus off you when you are looking for external reasons to explain your unhappiness or frustration. U may succeed in making another feel guilty about something by blaming them but you won't succeed in changing whatever it is about u. That is making u unhappy & insecure, Girl! :D

XOXO

Guys,read this!

1. One & Only. Your girlfriend should be your one and only. Make her feel special, k guys? You’re lucky to have her even if she’s lucky to have you too. We know there are prettier out there but we like feeling as if we’re the only beautiful one in your eyes, and the only one you see.
2. “Ladies first.” No. That rule doesn’t apply to communication. Don’t wait for her call, text, IM, why don’t you try talking to her first for a change ? It’s thoughtful and sweet if a guy can actually do that. 
3. Surprise her. You don’t have to drive an hour to her house at 3 a.m. to set off her name in fireworks in front of her window, but the little things are big things. A simple, good morning text, is more powerful than you think.
4. What insecurities? For the love of god, all girls have insecurities. Please don’t point them out. For example, today I was looking at food and my boyfriend said “You eat a lot. You probably could beat me at a buffet.” WHAT. THAT’S NOT WHAT YOU SAY. Also, let her be herself. If she’s having a bad hair day, don’t make fun of her if it’s hurtful. Let her wear sweatpants and still feel pretty damn cute around you, even when she’s not looking her best.
5. Act the same around your friends. You’re not a real man if you completely blow off your girl in front of your homeboys. When you’re going to hang out with her & your friends you better not run off and leave her standing there to greet them like WUDDUPPP GUYSSS.. NO, you better at least walk with her and introduce her to them if you haven’t already. If you walk with her hand in hand, she’ll love it.
6. When she’s mad. Dude, you better try and get her back. Chase her, whatever it is, don’t let her walk away when she’s mad at you. It shows you don’t care enough to go after her. Don’t let her go.
7. Maintain. If you did a bunch of cute things with her before, try and keep it up. You don’t have to go all out everyday for her, but don’t stop completely just because you got her already. 
8.  Honesty. If you lie to her, you’re going to have one hell of a time regaining that trust because she’ll start questioning everything you’ve said or done for her, no matter how small that lie was. Fess up or get lost.
9. Trust. If your girl really doesn’t like one of your friends, trust, she has good reason to. Girls’ intuition -shrug- So don’t go hanging with your homegirl all the time if you know your girlfriend doesn’t like that bitch. She usually won’t hate for no reason. Respect her.
10. Love her. That’s all.

XOXO

❥

When u make a mistake, don't look back at it long. Take the reason of the thing into your mind & then look forward. Mistakes are lessons of wisdom. To make u stronger & wiser. The past cannot be changed. The future is yet in your power. ❥

Xoxo

A Mother's Love

A Mother's love is something that no one can explain, it is made of deep devotionand of sacrifice and pain...

It is endless and unselfish and enduring come what may. For nothing can destroy it or take that love away...

It is patient and forgiving, when all others are forsaking, and it never fails or falters even though the heart is breaking...

It believes beyond believing when the world around condemns, and it glows with all the beauty of the rarest, brightest gems...

It is far beyond defining, it defies all explanation, and it still remains a secret, like the mysteries of creation...

A many splendoured miracle man cannot understand and another wondrous evidence of God's tender guiding hand.

Xoxo

My heart says ..

I have such a wonderful boyfriend, a most precious gift I do not deserve. My heart melts into joy each time he looks at me and all my troubles will disappear in a moment. He brought me hope, he gave my life direction and a meaning I’ve never known before. Nothing else matters except his laughter and the brightness of his eyes. You know I would give him everything. I would give him the world if I can only do it. Gladly would I sacrifice everything for him, even my own life if need be so. I feel so incapable of taking care of your most beautiful gift to me. I'm afraid if i'm losing him(my strength) , I ain't perfect for him. Help me dear God. Protect him from jeopardy/all sorts of dangers. For how can I possibly give away that which I do not have? Grant me wisdom. Grant me strength to face a harsh world so that I can be strong for him and myself. May our relationship everlasting till the end of time. Loving him endlessly!

                        
                                                  A M I N ;)

Lotsa love,

 Sarah Eldora

Xoxo

For my yayangg ;)