You've been on my mind, I grow fonder every day, Lose myself in time, Just thinking of your face, God only knows why it's taken me so long to let my doubts go, You're the only one that I want, I don't know why I'm scared, I've been here before, Every feeling, every word, I've imagined it all, You'll never know if you never try, To forgive your past and simply be mine, I dare you to let me be your, your one and only, Promise I'm worthy, To hold in your arms, So come on and give me a chance, To prove I am the one who can walk that mile, Until the end starts, If I've been on your mind, You hang on every word I say, Lose yourself in time, At the mention of my name, Will I ever know how it feels to hold you close, And have you tell me whichever road I choose, you'll go? I don't know why I'm scared, 'Cause I've been here before, Every feeling, every word, I've imagined it all, You'll never know if you never try, To forgive your past and simply be mine, [ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/one-and-only-lyrics-adele.html ] I dare you to let me be your, your one and only, I promise I'm worthy, mmm, To hold in your arms, So come on and give me a chance, To prove I am the one who can walk that mile, Until the end starts, I know it ain't easy giving up your heart, I know it ain't easy giving up your heart, Nobody's pefect, (I know it ain't easy giving up your heart), Trust me I've learned it, Nobody's pefect, (I know it ain't easy giving up your heart), Trust me I've learned it, Nobody's pefect, (I know it ain't easy giving up your heart), Trust me I've learned it, Nobody's pefect, (I know it ain't easy giving up your heart), Trust me I've learned it, So I dare you to let me be your, your one and only, I promise I'm worthy, To hold in your arms, So come on and give me a chance, To prove I am the one who can walk that mile, Until the end starts, Come on and give me a chance, To prove I am the one who can walk that mile, Until the end starts.

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     I MISS YOU ):

I’m down on my knees praying that you’ll love him better than I did, down on my knees begging the God to tell you to take care of him. I loved that guy so much! I hope you will too. Cause to tell you honestly, I back off because he’s very in love with you. Wishing for your happiness. Amin.

Human

Sometimes, I forgot I'm not God, I can't please everybody.

Sometimes they forgot, They cant push everybody.

Sometimes We forgot, We cant love everybody.

I have come to a point where everything stops and I begin to stare.

Where people show things I dont wanna see, when people say things I hardly wanna hear.

Where I feel very lonely, very deeply alone.

It is not that I dont have anyone who stands next to me. I just dont feel like looking at sides, back or even in front.

Like I said I have come to a point where everything stops and I begin to stare.

Feelings-- That includes in 'everything'. Feelings to share, feelings to show, feelings to love, feelings to hate. I begin to stare, stare at things I've done. Stare at people who hurts me, stare at everything.

As I begin to wonder, I came up with a conclusion where nothing's ever matter. Life is a continuous journey, if you fail to shape it, you will end up with same ol' life.

This moment, I should name it a golden moment. A moment where I realized the life that I shape now is practically in a wrong shape with wrong content.

Therefore, I started to ctrl+A and shift+del it.

Breath. Reborn. Can you feel the different atmosphere?

- this is for YOU-

If you loved someone, you couldn’t let lies come between you. No matter what happened - even if you’d already lost each other forever - you owed each other the truth.

Let's make things clear.

 I’m tired of being sorry. u guys, please get a life? I made a choice to finally let go everything, because I can't stand the pain anymore. why did I break up with him? hurm. well ,it's like, once I sat down and looked at the situation, all the pieces lying on the floor, it just wasn't a puzzle anymore. none of the pieces fit together. and even if I tried really hard, i mean, we tried but they were still two different puzzles. frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. upset because we can't make it right. aggravated because u don't understand. disappointed because we can't be together. that's why I did it, This is not my decision,its YOURS. I love you too much and i'm sorry for that,i can't help myself. All of my instincts was true. The mcd girl i've met and all her story was FUCKING TRUE. Now,i'm telling myself that ME and YOU were not meant to be together. I accept that as my FATE. stalkers, u guys really needs to understand that.

maybe they are right. maybe I did get my hopes up too high. maybe I was in over my head. maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that u loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone. I know I'm not completely over him. he still crosses my mind several times a day, but with each one of those times, a feeling of contempt also passes through my heart. maybe if this happens enough, my heart will become completely hardened to him, and I'll get to the point where he doesn't affect me anymore. right?

I didn't ask for it to be over, but then again, I didn't ask for it to begin. for that's the way it is with life, as some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance.

am I mad at u? that's ur main concern after shattering my whole world? mad for what? breaking my heart? or for all the lies? maybe for letting me put all my trust in u only to be betrayed? how about the fact u didn't even have the decency to tell me to my face? or the way u think it's crazy that I'm crying over it cause to u breaking up is no big deal. am I mad at u? seriously, NO! more like crushed. did I ever really know u?

the only hope I have is to accept the fact that u're already gone.

guys, of course, u're going to get ur heart broken. and it isn't just going to happen once, but a lot. that's just part of growing up, and it makes u stronger. then u can handle it better next time. u may not get through it urself, but ur friends will help u through it. they will always help u especially your family. u guys have been everything and mean everything to me. yet, don’t forget to pray to God.. and u'll be a stronger person because of it. then one day someone will come along, and it'll all pay off and no one will ever break ur heart again. 
I promise u. no worries. okay? 

Love,Sarah Eldora
Xoxo

BLOGGER OF AIENYIN: #59 FIFTY-NINE

BLOGGER OF AIENYIN: #59 FIFTY-NINE: "02/05/2011 crazy day ! haha with my girlfriends <3 AESEAN<3 enjoy watching ! <3"

Today Allah brings you to see me.

Hmm

                     I AM SO SORRY I CAN'T HELP MYSELF,I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH )=
                                         CANT STOP THINKING AND MISSING YOU



               By hearts,
         Sarah Eldora

* Saat ku tahu kau akan pergi jauh
Izinkan aku ‘tuk selalu menantimu
Untuk katakan ku ingin dirimu
Agar kau tahu betapa ku terlalu
Mencintaimu aku akan menunggu
Hingga dirimu kembali untukku

Tolonglah aku bagaimana diriku

Ungkapkan itu rasa yang membelenggu 

Dalam hatiku ku cinta padamu *

Haa can you see the phrase above? Yeah sure you can see it! ^
This is the lyrics from Ungu - Percaya Padaku. I've dedicate this to him on our last text in inbox(fb) on 28th Feb. I miss him so much,will always waiting for him )=
I THINK ABOUT HIM A LOT. YOU KNOW HOW IT IS. START WONDERING IF HE EVER THINKS ABOUT ME, AND IF IT DOES, IT IS THE SAME?

Xoxo

For You,EM

Looking back on everything,

I still remember his smile.

I wish things didn't end so soon,

And turn back time for awhile.

No matter how much it hurts,

I still love him so.

A part of me needs him so much,

Can't seem to let him go.

Knowing I won't be able to see him,

Makes my heart cry out in pain.

I can't believe we won't talk anymore,

The thought makes me wanna go insane.

He was my reason for waking up,

For the smile you see on my face.

Going a single day without him,

Makes me feel so out of place.

I was afraid of opening up,

Now I'm afraid of the next day.

Whenever I see him one last time,

I'm terrified of what he may say.

I know tomorrow will hurt,

But the tears will fade away.

Life is too short for regrets,

There will be a brighter day.

But when I see him one last time,

I won't know what to do...

When he tells me that last goodbye,

I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."

This man on the picture is the only man i loves untill the end of time.

Now world wants to make you think they know what love is.
But I'm a tell you what true love is.
Love is not what you see in the movies.
Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene
you know what I mean? I'm telling you right now, true love is sacrifice.
Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself
Love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love.
Love is when you lay down your life for another
Whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister
Its even laying down your life for your enemies,
That's unthinkable, but think about that
Love is true
Think.

I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast
It is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs
You see love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres
Love never fails. Love is everlasting
Its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time
Love is the only thing that will last when you die
But ask the question why? Do you have love? 

There is no greater love than this than he
who lays down his life for his friends
Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends?
You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother
your father, or your best friends
But are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you?
I'm going to tell you who did that
The definition of love is God. He is love
The nails in his hands, the thorns in his brow
Hanging on a cross for your sin my sins
That is love he died for you and me while we still hated him

Allah is a our true love, and if you don't know this love
Now is the time to know, perfect love

By,

Sarah Eldora.

Love.

                             I KNOW FOR NOW YOU WILL NEVER REMEMBER ME
            BUT YOU WILL REMEMBER ALL OF THOSE MEMORIES WE EVER HAD SOON

Irreplaceable

Dan bila esok kita kan bertemu kembali
masihkah ada waktu untuk mencinta dirimu
tuk bisa menjagai hati ini
tuk selama-lamanya


 I JUST WANTS YOU TO BE HAPPY<THAT'S MORE THAN ENOUGH.

You certainly won't be forgetten ='(

                                              since you've been away
i've had lonelyness inside
and i've had bugs eating my soul
cause i am that use to you being there every day
i've felt inside a different person

i've missed you so much ewan )=

When you care about someone as much as I do about you, 
Being apart is a hard thing to get used to. 

I thought I'd handle it just fine...
And that I'd be happy just to keep you on my mind.
But it isn't always that easy.
Sometimes the one thing that would please me most...
Is simply seeing you.
I knew that I'd miss you.
I just didn't know I'd miss you as much as I do.

Xoxo

E S A

Ellyna , Sarah and Areen :)

  They are my happiness now! Thanks for being there with me during joys and sorrow.
I love both of You so much :*
 Our plan to go on Vacation still on kay beby? Haha that's all for now.
Xoxo

Hey SE!

My Immortal =/

This video was taken when suddenly i'm thinking of him :/ i miss him alotsssss ='((

I am sooooooooooooo emo right now.

My life totally changed after he's GONE,screwed. Learn to live half alive

He's break this relationship because of FAMILY MATTERS?? Really.

I Really LOVE him.Till now it's still same,nothings gonna change it! NOTHING.

Will always waiting for him. IRREPLACEABLE

Lotsa Love,

Sarah Eldora<3

28th of Febuary 2011

:(

I have unanswered prayers
I have trouble I wish wasn't there
And I have asked a thousand ways
That you would take my pain away
I am trying to understand
How to walk this weary land
Make straight the paths that crooked lie
Oh Lord, before these feet of mine
When my world is shaking, heaven stands
When my heart is breaking
I never leave your hands and You
When you walked upon the earth
You healed the broken, lost and hurt
I know you hate to see me cry
One day you will set all things right
Yeah, one day you will set all things right
Your hands that shaped the world
Are holding me
They hold me still

I'll keep you in my heart forever<3
Xoxo

For you my only EM.

                                    

                                     When you try your best, but you don't succeed
                                When you get what you want, but not what you need
                                      When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
                                                         Stuck in reverse
                                   And the tears come streaming down your face
                                     When you lose something you can't replace
                                   When you love someone, but it goes to waste
                                                      Could it be worse?

Xoxo